Sunday, August 31, 2014


Time and again why am I in this line of work?

So much expectation.

So little appreciation.


If only I dropped out of medical school last time. Haihhhhhh


Wednesday, August 27, 2014


I dreamt of this place yesterday night.

Funny, so random of all the places in the world.

And of all days, yesterday was such a heavy day and I slept with lights on all.

Was supposed to do my write up for work, terfall sleep somemore fml.

Anyhow, It was a funny dream.

Weird place and weird story line with weird ending (oh well, ringing sound as I waited for the rescue boat)

They say when you cross your legs when you sleep you cant run when chased by something.

Actually maybe swim also cannot, cant move despite my biggest effort to kick my way out of the water .

and they say when you dream you dont see colour.

I am pretty sure I saw colour because the sun is orange red in colour in the dream!

Ok, dont want to dream liau. Power nap first.

Wake up for supper later!

Bye blog.

Tuesday, August 26, 2014


One day when I am rich, I will buy a dog.

To jog with me in the morning before I go to work.

And then I will have 6 pack liau.


Monday, August 25, 2014


What do you think of someone who suddenly shout out loud?
Sometimes we wanted to shout out SOMETHING just to say that SOMETHING out loud.
But no, our lives are full with concerns of what others are feeling and thinking about as a result of us.
Weirdo I know. Sorry

Saturday, August 23, 2014

Friday, August 22, 2014


I cleaned my room today as part of my KPI to do monthly cleaning of the small 2.5steps x 4 steps room of mine.

A lot of pharma drug high quality paper leaflets and their glossy name cards.

I have always think that all this are rather wastage of money and resources.

The way to go for branded pharmaceutical company is to focus on presribing pattern.

It is very difficult for us, to prefer one than the other, if both has the same indications.

It doesnt matter which one drug rep belanja us makan more, but more of presribing pattern.

I have always say that Bisoprolol has done the best job in naming their medications, of all the beta blockers.

Easy to write. (clearly win Carvedilol, dont you agree?)

Good dosing range. (win Carvedilol...)

The one I like the most:

Good shape. - (Uncle, got take the love shape medications?)

Many people do not have clear particular preferance between the three commonly used beta blockers, so it also boils down to the pattern.

So, what bisoprolol has done good is that when I was a new MOs, the particular rep managed to instill a presribing pattern into me.

Suggestion to pharma company to increase the sales of the particular drug:
1. Choose a catchy name, good shape, and good dose
2. Hire me.


Friday night emo song to go to bed with:

Good night people! (ya i sleep early)

Thursday, August 21, 2014


I boarded a plane home.

22F was the seat number allocated (rm6 to request seat, erm, better order coffee I guess)

There was a woman sitting on 22D. A small girl was sitting on 22E.

"Sorry, can I go in?"

The woman rushed out to the isle and asked the small girl, her daugther to come out.

The little girl refuses.

The mother smiled at me apologetically.

I said to the girl, "Then you move in to the window seat?"

"Okay!! But my mama has to sit here," she pointing to her seat.

"Okay,"I cant helped but to smile, it was really funny to me.

The woman thanked me repeatedly, the small girl still did not moving an inch until the mother came near enough, she quickly change her seat to the 22F.

I sat down, on the seatbelt, off my specs and sleep.

I woke up just before we landing, the small girl was deep in sleep, her head on her mother's lap and her legs were akwardly bent on the mirrorl.

That might be on me if I am still sitting on the 22F.

Mother-daughter love is beautiful.

Good night, randoms I know.