5th rounds: FIGHT!

Leaving probably one of my favourite postings all time, kind of like, sad.

Although I am not good enough to be the good houseman I wanted to be, I think I learnt damn a lot.

I vividly remembered how shit was my Paeds posting in medical school.

I was asked to go back to the ward in Livingstone on the last day of my posting which was weekend to feed the babies, because, my supervisors realised that I have not been in ward enough.

#true story#

I think Paeds in Kuching is really a good posting for housemanship.

The pressure and need to perform is always there.

Probably when I'm there, the overcrowding houseman made it easier compare to the previous batches.

But as we all know, you are always in the thinking that your own batch of people are better than the next ones.

Since zaman Parameswara till now. Asked yourself, correct or not? Your camp, your project team, your whatever is always, in your mind, better than the next ones. They always have the easier path.

When you have so many houseman, the care ones are the ones suffering.

You can of course snake around and survive. like any other postings.

Shift system shift things around until it reaches someone who decided not to shift it around anymore and just get the shit job done.

#true story#

I dont think my bosses are reading my blog. (well i hope not!)

I think some of them are really true hero.

That one and only specialist who stayed in hospital until 3am. You know who.

I have my highest regard for him. I have always said: If i am sick, i want to be taken care by him.

But if i am working, if can, i dont want to work for him.

Reason is simple: I am not good enough for him.

Ha ha ha.

He deserved a datukship la.

To paeds department: Continue this good work. Houseman passing paeds have high level of confidence in practicing medicine because they have been put through the hell hot seats difficult position and came out alive.

To all babies of the world, stay cute!

BYE!!!!!!!!