Tuesday, May 28, 2013


Yes. That's the IN thing nowadays.

Call it brainwashing. Or chronic conditioning. All of us have some levels of fixed unshakable belief of certain matters.

Religion has a lot of sentiment. It is afterall a fixed, unshakable belief of the particular teaching and values that you subscribe to.

Luckily, most of the religions, at its truest form, to the best of my knowledge, preaches good values.

So we are kind of sorted, in that sense, regarding the sentiment we have.

However, recently we have another huge sentiment of the politics of this country.

Zero sum game seem to be the norm. Sadly, and unfortunately, it seem to be an acceptable norm.

People jumping guns, difficult to be convinced the other way round against their sentiment.

How many of us are actually fence sitters really?

Some one organises a rally - the other side would immediately question its legitimacy, its logic and its reason. Sometimes, the objective of the rally is not even read or believed in: 

Organised by Ambiga= anti Melayu.

Just wondering what if one day she decided to organise Marathon? 

Najib announces car reduction in 5 years (plan). Responds = Tipu! Tiru! 

Just wondering how many would actually shout the same thing if Anwar took over and said the same thing?

It is depressing isnt it, oh okay, at least to me, when the bulk of the things we heard and read are all about sentiment.


Where's the true debate that we elect our know-best people and pay them big bucks to do for us? 

No? the election is not fair = no need to debate. 

No the opposition are Chinese = no need to debate, because this is Malay land?


I can go on and on about this for years, but luckily I dont have such long "High" tonight.

I would like to just drive home a few points.

1. Everyone who are talking about our country's future must DO a reality checked first:




2. Election is over. OVER. 

There is absolutely no way you can drive an Arab Spring here in Malaysia where majority of people still have time to FB and a Pay Day to look forward to.

3. As a civil servant, and a fence sitter who has more weightage on the anti-BN side - (yes I admit), 

I would actually PRAY for a CLEAR margin. 

Just clearer than GE12, but less clear than 2/3rd. 

Because the truth is, we have wasted a total of FIVE years politicking politicking and politicking, with no actual tough, true, fair, and non-populous decisions made. 

BRIM is totally WTF. 

Weekly rally is another WTF. 

Also last but not least, Perkasa is also WTF.

Unfortunately, the margin in GE13 is super the razor thin. Are we going for another 5 years of politicking?

Rant ends. Thanks for reading.

Sunday, May 26, 2013


It has been awhile since I last blogged on non-emo stuffs.

Probably because there is nothing much in my brain these days that I find it useful to share.

Now I thought maybe I will be back to regularly updating my blog, cut down on my fb, so as to keep a good  account of what's up and down, so that 20 years from now, I can read back.

Facebook is a little bit harder to do so, no?

Ohwell, just a quick note on what I seek to accomplish this year of 2013:

1. Find a place to commit my money - ie house.

2. Cycle to work (It is only about 20km away now)

3. Be healthy.

4. Plan a family trip.

5. Take some exam. again.



Always thought it was Pink.

 Closet fan.

Wednesday, May 22, 2013


The funny thing about working is that everyone thinks that they are overworked.

Dear Everyone, if you think you are underworked, means you are not actually working.

and when you think you are overworked, what you should do is complain to the people that give you that over-job.

Why you complains that some other people, across the street, not under you, not even samee shop with you,

are free?

Are you sure they are free?

Why complains about them? Why not complain that Orang Asli Papua New Guinea is not working as hard as you.

 Be kind to people.

 You have no idea what they are doing, and for that, you should not think they are free.

 If you want to comment, go and join them for a while.


Thursday, May 16, 2013

I do feel sad,

when pay day becoming, the only day meaningful.

Emptiness kills.


Wednesday, May 15, 2013


If you are doing something you like, continue doing it.

If you are doing something you dont like, plan on how to stop doing it.

No point, really, keep saying you dont want to do it, but there is no plan to stop doing it.

By theory of course.

In life, if there is no theory, there will no follow-up action.

They say trust your instinct.


Trust your theory.

Saturday, May 11, 2013

Happy Mothers Day!

I might not have the textbook perfect Mother.

But I guess there is one of those things in life that none of us can change.

For everytime I raise my voice when talking to you...I am very sorry mama.

Saturday, May 04, 2013


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