Thursday, March 27, 2014


Went to Taiping zoo last month.
Quite a nice place to bring old ppl actually.
my mum likes to see animal one.
not museum or palace.
we both have no cultural appreciation i guess


I would like to have a post to remember a nice uncle that passed away because of a heart surgery during my time in Kuching.

Dont sure why, thought of him today while driving back from work.

I remember seeing him in the ward's corridor, asking him if he is okay to postponed the surgery for another three months because the ward is very full.

He said okay; without much hassle.

No pain one, he said.

I felt bad, just like to every other patients I sent back.

I offer MC for a week, medications check, upgrade of medications if they are on some cheapo cheapo drugs, thats how I tried to mend the situation.

I am cheating them actually, of their rightful surgery, because really, the line is long.

This uncle is funny. He shops for doctors, he went to Doc A, took some meds, then go to Doc B, took some other meds, then Doc C.

He is taking all of those!

On three similar medications, but different names and colors.

We should all spend more time with our patients.

Unfortunately, the scenario is not as easy as we hope for.

We all have parents/wife/children/relatives/friends to settle at home after work.

So we tried to finish our work on time.

Not right isn;t it?

I was told that I am a good person the other day.

but i felt bad almost every other day for every patients I seen.


Sunday, March 23, 2014


I have always think that there are so many things in the world that we cant change.

That we can only accept and move on with the change that the particular thing has made onto us instead.

Sometimes we cant help but to think of what is the purpose of our life.

The roller coaster of life is mystifying.

All good things will come to an end, and vice versa


And thankfully.

Then why we need to mend something that are to be broken again?

Cant we just leave it broken and dont use that again?

Or we pretend we do not have anything to be used in the first place.

The darkness point is the point that made us to take a different route which seemingly more glowy.

Everyday is a new day.

And yet, we are still the same self.

And because the finish line is unknown

The result is never certain.

And one moment you think you are doing allright, winning the race, and that life is complete.

It will come crashing down at another mo.

Because life can puncit any mo.


Saturday, March 22, 2014

45 minutes

Is the distance I travelled on my own x 2 each day.

I am staying in my Penang house and driving to work everyday at Sungai Petani, Kedah.

45 minutes +/- la

Normally listening to Chinese radio station because using brother's car (kind of needing a bigger car to reach there in time)

This is one of the popular song.

The nice thing about Chinese songs is that I dont really understand what they were saying.

Just some of them, not all of them.

Monday, March 10, 2014

Fingers crossed

Testing times for medical personel

Is when your close family is to have a painful procedure

:( :( :(

Friday, March 07, 2014


The Journey is a must watch with the family.

It is especially meaningful for those in 30s, a truly touching reminder of the very fragile times we have with our parents.

Seeing them grow old, is painful.

Thank you thejourney team.

A very well spent RM26.


I thank you Ti Kong.

Life might puncit any mo.